Thursday, October 28, 2010

Freely, Freely

We are inundated with the earning mentality. We must do,do,do in order to be successful.

We must work to get paid.
We must be quiet in class to get the prize.
We must obey our parents or be sent to our rooms.
We must obey the law or go to jail.
We must study to learn.

Because of limited nature of man, this is pretty much just the way things have to be. But I've also seen this in people's responses to the Gospel-- this fleshly inclination to DO something hinders people from simply receiving. They think they have to make the Gospel "happen" in their lives.

When Christ did what He did for us on the cross, ultimately it was intended to put to rest our vain attempts of righteousness. Any of our attempts to equal Him, mock His holiness and the perfectness of His sacrifice.

I remember as a young girl and even more recently, waking up in the mornings purposing that "Today, I'm going to do better. Today, I will behave, put others first, and have a good attitude." I always wondered why those days were the worst. Producing fruit takes concentration all right. But its not about purposing to do good. The key is fixing your eyes on Jesus, the Author and perfecter of your faith. My eyes were on my parents and the people watching me.

As I write this my thought process is smoking. Do works matter? YES! Now the fruits of our labor (as long as done in the Spirit) are received by God as a love offering, not atonement! Christ turns our rags of filth into a sweet aroma for the Father. So when someone says its an honor or privilege to serve God, its a literal fact!

There's a bajillion beautiful verses coming to mind that would fit different places in this post-- Wish I had time to add references. Here's hoping this all makes some sense and blesses someone besides me.

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

I would probably post more...

...If coming up with a title wasn't so difficult. :-P

Whataday, my day today. I taught an early morning class, then caught the bus to Gyor. There, I submitted my application for  resident permit at the immigration office; hung out with friends; ate two incredible Gyro burgers; met an American from the amazing WASHINGTON state; bought a super-duper spring loaded umbrella; had coffee with a bunch of lady friends (including five visiting from a church in Texas!), and even though I had no idea what time the bus left to go back the village, I got there 4 minutes before the right one pulled up. This was my day, guys. Not bad, really. I've got a lot to give thanks for.

Thursday, October 14, 2010

Budapest

A couple weekends ago I had a personal tour of Budapest. It was pretty impressive to this American girl. my tour guide was my host family's son. The beautiful buildings, in size and detail,  as well as the history don't compare to anything I've ever seen before. I'm living an hour and a half away from there and I've already been back once. So I'm sure I'll be spending more time there in the future. Here's an album with a few more photos.

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Life More Abundantly


I can't stop thinking lately about how God so perfectly and absolutely completes us as humans.We aren't whole, fully functioning, fulfilled beings without Him. Its a glorious thing to experience His presence. And yet an unshakable sadness to know so many "living" without Him.

Thursday, October 7, 2010

No Pretending Allowed

I've come to the conclusion that if someone struggles with insecurities, even in their own country, they ought not to move to another. A different culture and language magnifies every insecurity you've ever felt.

Have you ever laughed at a joke you didn't get? 
...Said you understood, when you really didn't?
Do you feel uncomfortable when people stare at you? 
...When they talk "behind your back"?
Have you ever wondered if your actions were inappropriate or untimely?

Admit it. I mean, who hasn't done these things? Remember that feeling of being caught laughing at that joke you didn't get?

Case in point. I thought I had figured out what every cashier said when you walk up to his/her counter. When my cashier today, rattled something off in Hungarian I assumed she was asking if I had found everything I needed. I replied, "Igen!" (yes). I had less than a second to be proud of myself for my quick response, before she replied  "Igen?" and reached for the locker of cigarettes. "Nem! Nem! Nem!" (no). And then English spilled over in my mild embarrassment. "Sorry, thats not what I meant."

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Hungary in the News

Here are pictures of the toxic mudslide 50 miles south of where I'm living. You always hear of things happening like this in far off countries. Its hard to relate or comprehend what the people are going through. After living in a tiny country like this and being close to a devastating mud flood, reality and the gravity of such situations weighs heavy. Its not just "some far off land". Its Hungary the country, filled with Hungarians the people.

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

When It's All Been Said

The Lord shows His faithfulness to me by simply speaking to me with amazing consistency. Tonight we sang this song at Bible study and it put the burden on my heart beautifully into words.

Listen here

When it's all been said and done
There is just one thing that matters
Did I do my best to live for truth?
Did I live my life for You?

When it's all been said and done
All my treasures will mean nothing
Only what I've done for love's reward
Will stand the test of time

Lord Your mercy is so great
That You look beyond our weakness
And find purest gold in miry clay
Making sinners into saints

 
I will always sing Your praise
Here on earth and ever after
For You've shown me Heaven's my true home
When it's all been said and done

You're my life
when life is gone

Lord I'll live my life for You
 
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